To discover

To discover who I am, what we are, what self; to experience , to have the experience of the self the spirit inside is calling forth, is yearning for. To have the experience of the self creating, of self creation. But what self to creaete? This is where decision comes in, where ego might intrude, where patterns, cultural scripts might engage with the decision self, the ego that moves forward with action, or the self which decides.
The decison self that is surrendered to spirit, is committed to the blossoming forth of the earth, is a servant of the experience of spirit on earth; of the witnessing of human spirit, of all of creation manifest on earth.
The other is tool of unconscious or unintentional hisorio-cultural stimuli feedback loop patterning.
We do not know what the earth will look like with human spirit unleashed throughout man, with the spirit of nature, of the natural world, abundantly thriving unencumbered by fear, doubt, insecurity about the preponderance and safety of the physical form, and its constituent identity of historical destiny, of past present future personality triple bind.
What is the way of spirit? How do we unleash, uncover, recover, clearly see feel trust spirit?
The naMe says trust and do, trust and do, and meanwhile, tend your crops.


About noah crowe

I was born without a name. Later my family named me Noah Crowe. Crowe is my father's last name. I am an artist. Rather, I am a human being, seeking to know what I am. I am writing this blog to document my quest to know who I am in this world for my unborn son (and/or daughter). My father never passed on his journey to me, and I believe that it is story and ritual that informs our world; the worlds we live in, internally and externally. This is my way of giving myself, and my potential son, a window into this process of finding spiritual meaning and service in a culture that I find to lack the foundation of integration between the spiritual, the communal, and the societal.
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