Monthly Archives: December 2010

Being the hollow bone

I relinquish my self awareness, my reserve, and my desire. I go to the marriot. I respond to johanns call and I follow my gut. I keep following it. I listen. I respond. I call farion to pick up the … Continue reading

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Sometimes I have to make a model

To build a larger reality. Sometimes the concepts in my understanding are unformed, milky. I can feel them, but I don’t know what they mean, or what the significance of their structure is, that is, until I speak them out … Continue reading

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We have got to claim our spiritual families.

So said Sphesh when she walked in from the Desert. She had rolled a crystal ball in the sunlight over her bare black skin. spirit is thicker than blood now. She married herself under the unalterably opening eye of our … Continue reading

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My magic carpet

Aya and I walk into the rug shop, for some reason. Pulled in by my own desire to touch and believe that one day I can own a 5K$ rug. Really want one. Meet the owners. There’s a beautiful green … Continue reading

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I feel very far away from the vision now.

Living up to my own visions is really a battle. When there is a long pause in these letters to myself, it means I have jumped onto other peoples projects. I have found a way to help them. And it … Continue reading

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Immediate awakening

To read about it, to make plans, Or to just start being exactly who we are, I am. Like beiar freiman. Though I still haven’t fully understood all of his qualities. To leap directly and immediately into being the man … Continue reading

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Immediate awakening

To read about it, to make plans, Or to just start being exactly who we are, I am. Like beiar freiman. Though I still haven’t fully understood all of his qualities. To leap directly and immediately into being the man … Continue reading

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Love:language

I see you as perched in between. You are in a very fragile place. And I was there 20 years ago, and a voice said to me, you will do somewthing that will make you rich, and change the world, … Continue reading

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Finally, it was my own death

That gave me the solace from which I generated new work. The block, the grey fog I had felt in front of my forehead, and the tension in my throat had been released. “I release.” These words, the words that … Continue reading

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