Monthly Archives: September 2010

In these, her powerful words, not written for me, but so insightful for a male to read. Her words call my words forth, speak to my spirit of spirit, not lost, but down its own path. I look, I have … Continue reading →

To discover who I am, what we are, what self; to experience , to have the experience of the self the spirit inside is calling forth, is yearning for. To have the experience of the self creating, of self creation. … Continue reading →

Walking. Seeing the tension in the people. They have come to the beach. They are looking at the ocean. They are sitting in shiny comfortable cars. They have been a success. They are with a friend. The sun is shining. … Continue reading →

It just can’t. You’ve got to be here. And I know its tough to be in LA, but this is where the work is. I mean Ventura is nice and everything, but is it happening up there? Is it going … Continue reading →

Ben says, regarding my inquiring into the possibility that T is and has been going through an all encompassing pervasive depression. No, he’s 29. Well, yeah, same thing, seismic shifts, looking around going, what the fuck is happening man. Its … Continue reading →

I talk to justin. He says its not too late, I want to see video. I say yes to the kathryn gig and it will work with ed production gig as well. I’m running with julee and I remember this … Continue reading →

Between human-self and world, answer it. Sit down with a bowl of soup or a cup of tea and answer it. I am walking through venice, trying to get my guts back, to have a feeling for acting in the … Continue reading →

I just feel like I’ve got to get out of the studio. Out of the comfortable mess. I need to be out. Its 5:52. I’ve got 8 minutes before the thrift store closes. I dash in and find two colorful … Continue reading →

playa dusted shirt. Knotted red handkerchief. Leather wrist strap. The return from the desert; heightened reality, another kind of vision quest. Total calm. Love for my people. For my community. For the world. Bee says she read all the captions … Continue reading →