Monthly Archives: September 2010

My vision, her vision, as well as hers

In these, her powerful words, not written for me, but so insightful for a male to read. Her words call my words forth, speak to my spirit of spirit, not lost, but down its own path. I look, I have … Continue reading

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To discover

To discover who I am, what we are, what self; to experience , to have the experience of the self the spirit inside is calling forth, is yearning for. To have the experience of the self creating, of self creation. … Continue reading

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Walking smile meditation, santa monica

Walking. Seeing the tension in the people. They have come to the beach. They are looking at the ocean. They are sitting in shiny comfortable cars. They have been a success. They are with a friend. The sun is shining. … Continue reading

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Nothings going to happen til you move to LA.

It just can’t. You’ve got to be here. And I know its tough to be in LA, but this is where the work is. I mean Ventura is nice and everything, but is it happening up there? Is it going … Continue reading

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What, he’s 28 now?

Ben says, regarding my inquiring into the possibility that T is and has been going through an all encompassing pervasive depression. No, he’s 29. Well, yeah, same thing, seismic shifts, looking around going, what the fuck is happening man. Its … Continue reading

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The heart is back!

I talk to justin. He says its not too late, I want to see video. I say yes to the kathryn gig and it will work with ed production gig as well. I’m running with julee and I remember this … Continue reading

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When there is a real question, a dissonance

Between human-self and world, answer it. Sit down with a bowl of soup or a cup of tea and answer it. I am walking through venice, trying to get my guts back, to have a feeling for acting in the … Continue reading

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What if I do trust that everything is sacred?

I just feel like I’ve got to get out of the studio. Out of the comfortable mess. I need to be out. Its 5:52. I’ve got 8 minutes before the thrift store closes. I dash in and find two colorful … Continue reading

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Burning Man return.

playa dusted shirt. Knotted red handkerchief. Leather wrist strap. The return from the desert; heightened reality, another kind of vision quest. Total calm. Love for my people. For my community. For the world. Bee says she read all the captions … Continue reading

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